Haiz.. Sobz...

Haiz juz discovered one of my hamsters honey died. Haiz. There was no bleedin or anyting. She lived wif star since young. Their fd bowl was empty. I quickly filled it and put it inside e cage but star didnt seems to bother abt it. He oni went to e bowl after while. Anyway I have 2 other hamsters in 2 separate cages. It cant be dat honey starved to death. Coz if they were starving star would hav rushed for e fd when i put e bowl filled full of pellets in. And one ting, i bought honeystar when they were young. Evereyting seems ok then. Then honey started to grew skinny as days passed. Star were nt plump juz normal. So one day i bought honey to e vet. E vet said nothin wrong mayb honey genes is skinny de so she skinny or it mayb she has a poor constitution since young. E vet say oso duno. So he gav me some vitamins to boost appetite and ask me to feed honey on a reg basis. I did dat and honey condition din reli change until after awhile but it didnt improve much so i stopped e vitamin. And another ting honeystar nv grew up their size were like baby hamsters i duno y they didnt grow up. They had enough fd play everyting. And they were a pair. They r suppose to be adults hamsters long ago and honey shld hav given birth to at least one litter le. But duno y she nv gt pregnant. Haiz fr e start i duno y she was so skinny le. Nw she's dead and there could be so many reasons. Mayb she has some sort of illness or genes defective or i didnt giv her enough fd or stress coz of some tings. I duno haiz how i wish to noe y she died. Anyway juz wana say i'll miz her. And it make me realised one ting to alwaz rem to take gd care of my pets. I'm sori as a owner if i were too busy and didnt take gd care of u all. I'll rem to do so fr nw on. Honey pls rest in peace~ If i were e one who cause ur death i'm sori. I reli would like to noe wat happen y u were so skinny i had so many qns but e vet oso duno. After honey death it reli make me treasure and cherish and to take more gd care of my pets. Abit of sad. Didnt play much wif her when she was still ard. Haizzz....... Tml i gona bury her in e morning before i go out. Haiz......Nw star is all alone poor star.. Pls dun leave too...