*how much i miss u*

Lately i had been cryin quite alot. Me myself dun even noe y. Juz miss baby so much thou we see each other everyday. Any small ting abt him would make me cry. And i simply dun like it when he says 'when i die...' I would cry upon hearing this. I dun wana lose him. Juz read e 2 emails he wrote for me. So sweet. Especially e poem he created himself. I started cryin as i read it. I miss him so much rite nw. Was doin my jap hw juz nw. Finish le. Wan to revise P.I.C nw. But no mood. Reli miss him lotz. Y am i such a fool. Zzz i hate myself. *Sobz*